- I don't want to cause suffering in my family and my loved ones
- I want to see how far can I go
- I want to see if I can succeed eventually
- I'm actually afraid of dying
- I don't want to fail in my attempt and stay a vegetable
- I'm hoping someday, someone believes in me
- I want an opportunity.
Reasons not to live.
- I'm tired
- I feel I'm failing in absolutely everything I do
- I feel underrated.
- There seems to be no answer to a lot of questions I have
- I'm not allowed to complaint
- I haven't accomplished anything.
- I feel ugly, and stupid, and small.
7:7 it's a tie.